Bakit ka single? | Kezia Jiao

 

I’ve been in a 5-year relationship (2010-2015). I broke up because I fell out of love and that I know he’s not God’s will for me.

Condolonce kung ganun.

January 2015-December 2016 I had summer flings, invested emotions toward other people naming “Five years BF”, “The Bassist”, “The Gymbod”, and “The Pastor/Photographer”. Napagod na ako umasa at mageffort at magidentify ng reality vs. expectation kaya 2016 was SILENCE. I just enjoyed the love of the Lord and singlehood.

Ayaw mo kay “The Pastor/Photographer”? #bias

December 28 2016. I attended my friend’s wedding in Laguna. Actually, it’s my bestfriend’s sister’s wedding. All my former churchmates were there including this guy whom I know for years but we’re just acquaintances. Nagsimulang nang-asar itong magaling na bf ng bestfriend ko. (Pinsan niya yun btw) Ako naman itong si gora lang…go with the flow… bahala kayo sa buhay niyo…asar kayo…sakay ako…game.

Lesson learned: Huwag na pumunta sa mga wedding. LOL!

So…itong si iliad and odyssey sumakay din…go with flow…joyride. Btw, his name is H****. Kaya iliad and odyssey tawag ang tawag ko sa kanya.

January 1 2017 Since my bestfriend is here in the Phils. (She teaches in Japan) Pabalik-balik ako sa Laguna to be with her so itong si iliad and odyssey sinundo ako from terminal and that’s when our first date begun.

Every week we see each other (no physical contact just eat out).. the rest was history. But there’s a twist. He has this sort of attitude na parang babae (feeling ko nga gay siya) He does not know love language/girls language/girls mood. He deals with me as if he’s a girl.  I had different prayers for him. I prayed if he is really God’s will and whenever I talk to iliad and odyssey,he will not misunderstand me. Btw, I learned Love and Respect during the ups and downs of us.  

I thank God because of my christian mature friends.

1st week May (can’t remember when) He left. He said I was a turned off. He said he just tried.

Awwww. Condolonce ulit.

I’m not mad. There was bitterness at first pero at least I don’t have to exert effort anymore. Well the moving on part was another history. I’m okay now all by God’s grace. Nakakatawa lang he’s leader in the church. He’s a good leader but not a good man for someone.

Good leader pero not good man for someone? Sakit bes. Huwag natin siya i-judge. 🙂

Lesson Learned: I HAVE TO LOVE MYSELF. NO ONE WILL RETURN THE LOVE THAT I HAVE GIVEN TO OTHER PEOPLE ONLY GOD AND MYSELF. KASAMA NA SI ERMATS AT ERPATS.

I’m single because I think it’s not yet God’s time.

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